HELLAAAWWW EVERYONEEEEE hikhikhikkkk ^^
honestly it's so shame that i haven't post anything here for a long time. And it seems that it is my FIRST POST EVER in THIS YEAR loooool forgive meeeehhh x"""D
haha and apparently in this umm like 4/3 years many things have affected me.
Like this one honestly the simplest thing. FANGIRLING.
Well since junior high school i was known like imma fangirl of western genre. YET tbh i was like secretly fall in love with K-Pop and also secretly being a Kpopers hahahahahaaha (now u know the secret behind my two-faced) and the fact that "secretly" is killing me inside.
And i seriously can't hold it anymore.
I mean i already tired with the feeling that i have to hide it. When actually, i was like i really want to show my happiness, my addiction towards kpop on public (if u're a fangirl u'll understand how it feels). But u know society isn't always friendly. Being judged is one of the reason why i still keep it secretly.
But right now, hell yea who cares with the haters HAHAHAHAHAHA
Because i also don't want to be seen as the two-faced girl. That's why going public is also one of the way.
And alhamdulillah it also can relieves me from stresses. But as i'm being a kpoppers i'm not planning to leave my western-fangirl-life anyway sorry for my complicated words :p hahaha so it will be more like fangirling over two different genre eh?:/
And being a kpopers is not far from the thing that is called "shipping" hahahaha aaaaahhh this things seriously drivin me crayzyyyhhhh xD and their boyband or girlband of course. yet i rather be a shipper honestly. but i also have an idol ofc :p
And the last are them awwwww <3 my current fav couple!!!! Hyunzy (Kim Soo Hyun and MissA Suzy) :') idk why but they looks so real. The way they did interactions during Dream High and when filming CFs together and the behind the scenes really melted my heart ouch:""))) PLS BE REALLLLL <3<3
And Minhyuk CNBLUE with Krystal f(x) i still can't forget their lovey dovey with playing as Chanyoung and Bona in The Heirs :( agh kinda miss them soooo haaaardddd
honestly it's so shame that i haven't post anything here for a long time. And it seems that it is my FIRST POST EVER in THIS YEAR loooool forgive meeeehhh x"""D
haha and apparently in this umm like 4/3 years many things have affected me.
Like this one honestly the simplest thing. FANGIRLING.
Well since junior high school i was known like imma fangirl of western genre. YET tbh i was like secretly fall in love with K-Pop and also secretly being a Kpopers hahahahahaaha (now u know the secret behind my two-faced) and the fact that "secretly" is killing me inside.
And i seriously can't hold it anymore.
I mean i already tired with the feeling that i have to hide it. When actually, i was like i really want to show my happiness, my addiction towards kpop on public (if u're a fangirl u'll understand how it feels). But u know society isn't always friendly. Being judged is one of the reason why i still keep it secretly.
But right now, hell yea who cares with the haters HAHAHAHAHAHA
Because i also don't want to be seen as the two-faced girl. That's why going public is also one of the way.
And alhamdulillah it also can relieves me from stresses. But as i'm being a kpoppers i'm not planning to leave my western-fangirl-life anyway sorry for my complicated words :p hahaha so it will be more like fangirling over two different genre eh?:/
And being a kpopers is not far from the thing that is called "shipping" hahahaha aaaaahhh this things seriously drivin me crayzyyyhhhh xD and their boyband or girlband of course. yet i rather be a shipper honestly. but i also have an idol ofc :p
yapsss one of my idol is CNBLUE actually they're a band not a boyband and my bias is ummmmm i still haven't decide it yet :p but if it is not jonghyun (number 2 from left) then maybe minhyuk (number one from right) haha :p
And about shipping well i have lots of couple to be shipped from western to kpop haha
i guess that u already saw divergent right? YAPS SHEOOOOOOOO I SHIP THEM SO HARDLY LIKE WTF THE WAY THEO ALWAYS BEING PLAYFUL WHEN AROUND SHAIIII I JUST CAN'T :"))
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| LOL poor yoongg~~ xD |
The second iisss Yongseo :3 yaps Yonghwa from CNBLUE and Seohyun from Girls' Generation. Their lovey dovey from WGM make me really want to ship them hardly hahaha and i kinda miss the way yoong always want hyun to speak banmal (unformal) to him :""3 And their exclusive interaction on stage that really seldom to see tho huhuuuuu but always drivin us, goguma be crazy x'D
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| this scene.... hope that they'll play a drama or a movie agaiiin :( |
Actually i still have some ship tho Andrew Garfield and Emma stone ofc they're the freakiest but still can be sweet like hell :(
And Minhyuk CNBLUE with Krystal f(x) i still can't forget their lovey dovey with playing as Chanyoung and Bona in The Heirs :( agh kinda miss them soooo haaaardddd
PS: as u already read, this post seriously showing my "alay" side lol xD of being a fangirl hahahahaha BUT THIS IS THE REAL ME ANYWAY.
SO SEE YAAA SOMEDAYY but i can't promise when. sorry;(
BYEEE GOOD NIGHT FELLAASS :p :D


















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