Misery

I don't know anymore.
Have you ever feel like you feel so frustated and down and you don't have anyone to share your tears?
I'm so frustated that i really want to cry but no tears want to come out...
And i don't have anyone that i can rely on...

I really miss my bestfriend that i don't know how long i can survive again without her.
Whenever i feel so down and remember that nobody here care with me just as how she cares to me really upset me

And here i am bear it all only by myself with keep on saying "it's okay it's okay...."